Shaken

I shook my head in disbelief today...
the kind of thngs that i can hear nd still not feel disrespected is amazing..
My life has become that where I hear things and ignore them...and then once again..
i start to think..that its the same...what will be that will shake me up...one day and wake me up one day..
i am so fed up of hearing the wrong things being said about me all the time..\
i want to put an end to it..all.
i want to put an end to this misery that i am going through each single day of my life...

i dont know what to do...success or no success is not the answer anymore..
anymore to this prolonged misery of a lifetime.....
i have become hard like a rock from inside..and hollow like an empty soul..
i no more carry anything.....in my heart,,,no love no praises..all gone,,,
people say no looking back...but i have nothing to look back to..

i want to put an end to all this..
i will put an end to this..
maybe deciding when you want to put an end to it is success...at least starting of success...
maybe i will be successful one day...

and driving an aston martin..with flowing in my hair..