Caught becose of my tongue..

i have realised that not only half of my problems but the whole problem of my life has germinated if there is a word LIKE THAT from my tongue.. it never knows what to do.. when to speak what to speak and why to speak also what to eat when to eat and what not to eat...
can i not then somehow control this and learn to live happy as a new way of life..
i know that i am truthul, innocent girl then why should a silly remark me endanger my life or even my moral character..
i know i am not like that.. i have accepted everything that came my way... why then cant i get beyond this stage.. why do all my cars come to a standstill on this juncture...
i have decided that since this is stopping me from being successful i am going to eliminate this as one cause of my let down..the big word temptation to speak.. temptation to be heard.. no i dont want to speak i dont want to be heard..and i dont want to be spoken to even though i know i am going to... im going to for few days stop all people interaction and clearly focus on what are my goals.. maybe thats the way to success for me..

CUT ALL PEOPLE INTERACTION FOR SOMETIME TILL REALLY NECESSARY..

I wonder how Dinesh is telling me all the things that i knew long time back but i have never been able to put them to practise..i feel sorry that i have to make him go through this suffering to make me learn my lessons of life..
i want to say so much to him that he has helped me through this trials and turbulations of my life..but i cant get across to him..
maybe some day there would be some way to find out how..to get through...
but i will never stop trying..
SO RULE NO 1. CONTROL YOUR TONGUE OR ELSE SOMEONE ELSE WILL CONTROL YOUR SUCCESS